Learning

When I was a kid I often felt that those closest to me in many ways knew the least about me. I behaved and was viewed as they expected. Inside I was an insecure mess, but to others I seemed confident and content with cockiness. I was bossy, stubborn, and lonely. Distance and secure environs and unconditional acceptance have stripped away many of the insecurities. But recently I've felt a bit of it coming back, and this seems to be oozing out into my blog postings. Reading over my archived postings I see that I have been a bit high and mighty ("A bit?!" you might ask). I need to work on that.